May 17th

On May 17th marked two years since my friend passed away. The whole day was eye opening because these last two years have been very interesting. I have learned a lot about myself, my friends, my family, and the people I surround myself with. It still hurts two years later knowing that my friend passed away at such young age with a choice he made. I am not mad or disappointed at him for making this choice. I believe that everyone has the right to choose what they want to do with their life. It is not a sin to act upon what your soul needs and wants. Yet, it still hurts. I think of my friend everyday and sometimes imagine what it would be like if he was still present. Would we still be friends? Would he still live close to me? Would we still hangout? One can only wonder what could be if reality was slightly different. I am confident that his soul is at peace for once. Eventually, all of our souls will be at peace too. No matter what happens I am sure that once moving on to the next stage the soul’s of family members and friends will unite because of the unconditional love people have one another. I find death to just be apart of the beauty of life. If there was not an end then what is there to live for? I have not lost many close people to me in life. I feel like I am still brand new in this thing called life and this is just the beginning. I am aware that life is not an easy thing to go through but that is the beauty of it. No one makes it out alive. Lately I have been yearning to explore more of this beautiful Earth the higher power has provide us with. I do not want to miss out on life and watch it pass by. You never know when one day will be your last. So one must take advantages of the opportunities provided. Like I said, no one makes it out alive…

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